Sunday, December 6, 2009

It's time to start over








Tomorrow by Avril Lavigne

And I wanna believe you,
When you tell me that it'll be ok,
Ya I try to believe you,
But I don't

When you say that it's gonna be,
It always turns out to be a different way,
I try to believe you,
Not today, today, today, today, today...

[Chorus:]

I don't know how to feel,
tomorrow, tomorrow,
I don't know what to say,
tomorrow, tomorrow
Is a different day

It's always been up to you,
It's turning around,
It's up to me,
I'm gonna do what I have to do,
just do

Gimme a lil time,
Leave me alone a little while,
Maybe it's not too late,
not today, today, today, today, today...

[Chorus:]

I don't know how to feel,
tomorrow, tomorrow,
I don't know what to say,
tomorrow, tomorrow
Is a different day

And I know I'm not ready,
Maybe tomorrow

And I wanna believe you,
When you tell me that it'll be ok,
Ya I try to believe you,
Not today, today, today, today, today...

Saturday, December 5, 2009

FINALLY! The Finals


Who will take centerstage for the Ford Models Supermodel of the World Malaysia 2009? Tonight I will be at Rooz, Lot 10 for the unveiling of the winner. She will represent Malaysia in the Grand finals in Brazil next year.

Over RM 250,000 worth of prizes is up for grabs for the winner. Can't wait for this to be over. I'm losing friendship, sleep and my sanity with the mad schedule.

=(

On a braver front, I am glad I still have Isobel and the ability to make good hot chocolate when the heart feels heavy.

A few days more till I take the stand. Not sure what to expect.

Monday, November 30, 2009

Frustrations

Wednesday, November 18, 2009

Empire Motorsports at Kluang Mall

Follow us to Kluang Mall
Pit Stop Challenge with Empire Motorsports talented pitcrew
Lotus Club members getting into the joy of the festivities
interview minterview!
With Denis Lian for a drifting experience

1 Malaysia...hmm.
Autocross-ing!
Dato' Seri and Mr Tey Ah Kau having a light moment

YB Dato' Seri Hishammuddin gracing the occasion

Kiki and I sharing a private moment together


Kluang Mall hosted the ‘Kluang Mall Motorsports Day, boasting special appearances by Empire Motorsports and their Lotus 2 Eleven GT4 race car. This marked a special day not just for this newest and grandest mall, but also for the residents of the small and sleepy town of Kluang.

Minister of Home Affairs, YB Dato’ Seri Hishammuddin bin Tun Hussien and his wife Yang Mulia Tengku Datin Seri Marsilla Tengku Abdullah graced the event in support of what can be considered a landmark affair for Kluang. With also the support of Lotus Cars Malaysia, Dato’ Seri Hishammuddin flagged off the event with a Lotus Elise to officiate the launch of the Motorsports event held for the first time in Kluang.

Also present at the launch were Kluang Mall Owner & Chairman, Mr Tey Ah Kau and Empire Motorsports Team Principal and driver, En. Ashraff Dewal.

“This is the biggest event in the history of Kluang since 1910. We are very excited
to be doing this branding exercise with Empire Motorsports. Besides hyping up our year-end shopping ambience at Kluang Mall, it gives our locals the opportunity to further understand the automobile industry and promote awareness for this healthy and positive sport,” quips Mr Tey Ah Kau.

Dato’ Seri Hishammuddin, who is also the MP of Semborong, applauded Kluang Mall’s initiative to hold a grand event such as this because Motorsports is fast becoming a popular sport in Malaysia. He urged parents to support their child if they are interested in any area Motorsports as it also encourages the spirit of competitiveness especially amongst the youths.

“Who knows one day, we will be able to produce more Motorsports Champions including categories like Formula 1 and drifting,” he positively adds after acknowledging that Empire Motorsports was the first Malaysian team to have participated and to complete the Dubai 24 hour race held early this year.

Dato’ Seri unveiled the Kluang Mall’s sponsored Lotus Two Eleven GT4 race car and took an Autocross ride on a Lotus Elise with one of Team Empire’s race drivers, Denis Lian.

“Kluang Mall Motorsports Day” was carried out for 2 days and was made merrier by the presence of the Lotus Club members who traveled from Kuala Lumpur and Singapore in a convoy of 20 cars to join the fun and festivities of the weekend. With a colourful and attractive display of Lotus car, the main road outside the Mall was temporarily closed to host a display of Lotus cars drifting and to conduct the Lotus Cars Autocross Challenge for public viewing and entertainment.

Residents from in and out of Kluang came in droves to Kluang Mall for a chance to get passenger rides with the team’s drivers and the Lotus Car owners. Empire Motorsports, who organized the Autocross as well as the Pit Stop Challenge, invited members of the public to pitch their skills against the highly-trained crew of Team Empire.

“We are honoured and proud to be given the opportunity to showcase Empire Motorsports together with Lotus Cars Malaysia and the many Lotus Car owners who have come here to support this event. Moreso, Kluang Mall has done a fantastic job in organizing this event. There is so much more to motorsports than just drivers and fast cars, but the crew members who are the backbone of any motorsports team. We train these young men to be better, faster and smarter in every aspect of their educational development” said Ashraff Dewal, Team Principal of Empire Motorsports.

The event that was hailed a success by Dato’ Seri Hishammuddin. The ex-Minister of Sports and Youth commended the efforts of Kluang Mall and Empire Motorsports for their efforts and further urged the support and development of not just the drivers, but for the “unsung heroes” of Malaysian Motorsports consisting of its pitcrew. He added that the interest of Motorsports amongst the public of all races would further support the 1Malaysia campaign spirit initiated by Prime Minister , Datuk Seri Najib Tun Razak.

Lost dog?

An older, tired-looking dog wandered into my yard.
I could tell from his collar and well-fed belly that he had a home and was well taken care of.

He calmly came over to me, I gave him a few pats on his head;
he then followed me into my house, slowly walked down the
hall, curled up in the corner and fell asleep.


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An hour later, he went to the door, and I let him out.


The next day he was back, greeted me in my yard, walked inside and resumed his spot in the hall and again slept for about an hour.

This continued off and on for several weeks.

Curious I pinned a note to his collar: 'I would like to find out who the owner of this wonderful sweet dog is
and ask if they were aware that almost every afternoon your dog comes to my house for a nap.'

The next day he arrived for his nap, with a different note pinned to his collar:
'He lives in a home with 6 children, 2 under the age of 3 - he's trying to catch up on his sleep.

Can I come with him tomorrow?'

Leave It to God





Never take your own revenge, beloved, but leave room for the wrath of God, for it is written, "Vengeance is mine, I will repay," says the Lord.


Romans 12:19


This classified ad actually appeared in a San Francisco area newspaper:


For sale: 1984 Mercedes, 240 SL. Loaded. First $50 takes it. 868-5737.


Not believing his eyes, a man called the number to see if the "$50" was a misprint. A woman assured him it wasn't. So the man rushed to her home and gave her $50 in cash. As she handed him the title to the luxurious automobile he asked the obvious question:


"Why are you selling a Mercedes for $50?"

"Well," she explained, "my husband just phoned me from Las Vegas. He's there with his secretary, and he said he's leaving me. He went broke gambling, and he asked me to sell the Mercedes and send him half of what I get for it."


This woman got what she thought was "sweet revenge." Unfortunately, it's a pattern of behavior that often creeps into families that aren't breaking up, as well as those struck by the tragedy of divorce. We justify getting back at people when they take advantage of us. Accounts need to be "evened up."


Why does the Bible challenge such thinking and behavior? Why are we to leave vengeance to God?


Because He, not us, is the source of right and wrong. When your mate hurts you, it ultimately wounds God more than you.


Furthermore, God is the One who can dispense forgiving grace to you when you hurt your mate.

To take on the right of getting back at others is basically a sign of pride. The apostle Paul's counsel, "Bless those who persecute you"

(Rom. 12:14) is followed closely by the command,


"Do not be proud" (v. 16, NIV). We dare not clutch for ourselves that which belongs to God.


Punishment belongs to Him.


Marriages work better when we leave such lofty matters to GOD.

Thursday, November 12, 2009

Daphne designs for Eclipse





Serena-pet was the emcee for Eclipse


This is taken during the recent M-IFW '09. Yes. I have embarked into fashion...yes ME!
Eclipse by Daphne Iking collection is available in all Eclipse stores and I opened the fashion show for this year's M-IFW for Sonny San... and boy did I have fun!
(Okay..fine. I was nervous like hell backstage..but thank God for good friends and my (darling) blackberry )

After the show, I was told by Sonny that my collection had sold out.

Seeing my designs paraded by the beautiful models and THEN getting news that my collection had sold out just brought tears to my eyes.

After all the shit I have been going through over the past few months, and then getting ill with dengue - this had to be the BEST news I had heard in a long, long time.

The only bummer was, I didn't have anyone to share the good news with. All I wanted was a hug and perhaps a glass of Cristal.

So, after dinner with Sonny and the team - I drove alone to get myself a glass of red wine. Downed it with some bread and butter pudding and enjoyed the serenity of the night.

I am okay drinking and eating alone. But just for that night, I wished I had that special person to hold me still. To let me gloat and grin.

Sigh.

I didn't give a hoot. I drank the whole bottle before giving in to friends who wanted to congratulate me personally.

So yes. I am deeply grateful for the opportunity and the blessings.

And I will continue to be grateful.

Thank you Lord.



Xandria and I closing the show. Xandria also designed.

A first for both and many more to come?
What do you think?